The weight on my shoulder feels heavier as it goes. Feel like I’m trapped underwater and i can’t breathe. I know i’m not perfect but sometimes it just get on my nerves. Is it that hard? Why is it that the people who said they are always there for you seem to be the furthest away when you need someone to talk to? Le sigh. Maybe I’m the one who always let matter get to me when it doesn’t matter at all. I miss the easy days, sigh ok goodnights.
On the other hand, I really appreciate people who care about me. Just taking their time just to ask “How’s your day?” or just talking nonsenses w me. It’s heart-warming to know that they are in your life.
Suddenly, it feels so different. Just feel like distancing myself, away.
